Want to be mature, yet remaining innocent

以前听说学Petroleum很挣钱，就决定学Petroleum了。后来听说学那个很苦，不过挣钱多，就继续决定学。

 

今天EngG101上看presentation，看见工作那地儿，是挺beautiful, 靠近nature，不过仔细想想，老子能到树根儿下买汉堡吃吗？能吃完晚饭在森林里溜溜狗熊吗？能和狼一起卡拉OK吗？能开着好几层楼高的大卡车和人飙车吗？能和雪人儿坐在屋里谈恋爱吗？能在大海上和鲨鱼一起洗澡吗？老子不怕工作苦，当高级民工这钱多啊，是最早三十多岁就能拿退休金了，不过这工作这十多年，老在这地儿呆着，回不了家，钱花不出去啊。。。收支得不到平衡，生活得不到保障，家庭得不到安定，所以今天打算换专业了。

 

换什么呢？Chemical? Material? Civil? 应该在这几个里选吧，今天要是早点想通，就和大姐去下午的civil presentation上听听了，唉，谁叫我明天还有工程lab没看呢，那个狗屎TA。。。 择业大事儿戏不得，还是得好好想想，最好是worldwide的工作，可以在北京干，北极南极的不算。俺们想当城市人。怎么没出国之前一直以为大学毕业都是在写字楼里上班，出国之后觉得毕业了不是去实验室就是去工地啊？难道这就是学Engineering的宿命？命途多舛哪。。。

 

其实想这么多，都是因为放不下最最心爱的人。要是她能和我一起出国，能让我少多少烦恼。。

一直觉得自己很忙，其实就是懒的动。

 

现在的生活简单啊，学习，玩儿。每天只干一些必须做的事和喜欢做的事。想更新space吧，呵呵，觉得好麻烦啊，不仅要花时间写，最重要的是的用脑子想要写什么。简单的生活让我没什么说的。就是想暑假早点来，打工多赚点钱，回国花着痛快点。

 

有5分钟过去了，还是不知道想说什么。不知道国内的朋友们现在都怎么样。大家的space里写得都是自己最近做了什么，我看不出你们在想些什么啊。周黑炭说大家的距离越来越远，我倒是不担心这个啊，因为我觉得大家什么时候都在互相想念着，呵呵。

 

有好些话不想在这里说，有好些问题不想在这里提，有的只想和自己说，有的只想问问好朋友。不过一学期就3个半月，所以上学期间也真是挺忙的，什么都担心生活就不快乐了，呵呵，所以得懒点儿。也没有什么和你们分享的，所以就拜托你们拼命的写blog然后我给你们留言就好啦，哈哈。

 

祝大家新年快乐~

兄弟们，收着中国缘的邮件就删了吧...这屎疯了，给我乱发邮件，对不住了，呵呵。

OHHH~~ Today is my happiest day in my university life:) We(Lili, Hazen, Ivan, Roland and me, Vincent are suposed to show up) had lunch in Earls and the atmosphere was really good. When I got the birthday gift, it was turning even better:) We picked up some fancy names of food and then charted while waiting. Of course there were still barriers due to my English, but it was ok, teach them mandarin so that I could get some advantages sometime, haha. There were not so many hard laughs, but I have been happy all the day. I have new friends from CSC, yeah, I mean, real friends, not aquaintance.

 

I feel... I'm afraid of losing them... We can't keep together regularly, just that bball game helps us making friends with each other. For sure they will graduate before I do, then I'm going to lose a lot... Well, everyone knows me thinks that I'm quite optimistic by seeing my hilarious reaction of everything, so I just buy their opinions. But I don't think it works right now. Well, maybe I just treasure the friendship so much so that I'm so worried about it. But indeed I'm really touched today, especially when I was back home and sitting beside the gifts, thinking about what happened while reading the gift card carefully. Sibling, they treat me as their siblings, they even paid the bill for me secretely... and said"~let's run", hehe. Thank you so much Lili and Ivan! I'm not talking about money stuff, I'm talking about how much effort you guys put to try to give me this super awesome 20th birthday! I appreciate it so much! After jumping over the barrier of TOFEL test, I softly land as how soft the snow man is, and warmly feel as how the snow man is bundled up(snow man never feels cold:)

 

At the end of the day, I made my "Wong Fu Production" at the piano room... OHHHHHHHHHH, see how much profit I can make from the pics, hehe. Of course we will split the $, don't worry,haha. I'm turning 20, and I want to be a responsible child:)

 

So much for today, full of happiness...

Just finish updating pics, it took me more than 4 hours to find all memorable and funny pics from you guys' space, rename some of them, think about sequency, etc. I assume I get all the copy right from you, can right? My mind is in a mess now, but I think it just worth it! Watching those photos is such a happy thing to do...

 

I finally realize what make us forever best friends... We make each other happy, not hollowly, but significantly; we play with each other, playing trick but never lying; we have strong affinity, always attraction and never repulsion; we hear each other, always back up and never fudge; we care each other, regardless of whether we are physically staying together or not; we share with each other, no matter happiness or sadness... We are family of harmony, we never have the willing to even complain about others, as far as I know.

 

Being born in China is a perfect start of my life. Who cares if I can't make friends with beautiful English-speaking girls, hehe. Seriously, I'm not afraid of having difficulty on building career here because of my broken communication skill. Friend is the most treasure asset one has ever had, I'm invincible! 初三（二）班, the source of all power!

 

So far, I just loss one friend, 魏来, and I don't wanna that happen to any of you. 7-year friendship--deep, fresh and clear, keep it!

 

PS. I appologize to 吴迪 安勍 and 张杰 that I could't find your close-up photos，don't misunderstand me, hehe. miss u guys!

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